well... i think most of you don't have a boyfriend right?

me too...

that's why valentine's day mean nothing but lonely & disappointment... T^T

anyway, the day is coming and we can't do anything ><

actually... this is not the thing i wanted to say...

let me tell you a story :D


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yesterday, i went to a campfire party again

and i was randomly arranged in a group with a few of my friends from my school,

and 4 boy scouts from another school...

i met 2 of the scouts before... and one of them is my... crush... Let's call him A ><   *blush hard*

i first met him in a campfire in october/november last year, and he was so attractive to me...

i got his facebook, and kept finding more about him...

yesterday was the third time meeting him, and i'll 99% meet him again on the 20th of this month in another campfire...

before he came, i prayed *lol* that i'll meet him again... and i really did, and again, HE WAS IN MY GROUP!!!

Conversation

A: Hmm... Is this group "dark blue"??

Me: (nervous) hmm yes... *smile embarrassedly*

A: Thanks :D

then, he sat opposite to me (of a circle...)

we both stayed silent even the others are introducing themselves...

and we both only gave short introduction...

cuz we're escaping from others' eyes...


after that, during the games, etc. i always looked at him, and i often catch him looking at me too...

and it's so embarrassing ><

we're both shy people in front of unknown people/new friends... so...

we didn't even talked to each other...

and i'm not brave enough to start any conversations... even in facebook or msn...


more, he kept posting things on facebook which make me confused...

for example saying something like "3 months<3"... then join a group titled similar to the title of this thread...

ARGGG i must find out whether he has a girlfriend or not...

well... i don't think he has one, cuz he state his best friend Rex as his married wife xD

i don't think i have to worry about this...


i hate this, so...

i hope that you'll give me some ideas or ways to make us more intimate before i meet him again in next next week...

this is my first crush other than the ones on Eunhyuk, Jaejin and Jungshin...


i hope i'll be able to get a new pair of glasses first,

then, i'll try to learn more about basket ball cuz it's his fave thing to do :D


for reference, my horoscope is Cancer, and his is Leo... 70% compatible

Cancer is helpful, loving and caring. Also emotional, moody and quite "soft"

Leo is a good, bright leader but is sometimes bossy...


PLZ HELP ME T^T


---------------------------------UPDATE!!!!!!-------------------------------

Well, I just chatted with him on Facebook <3


Me: hihi:D

A: yes?

Me: nothing... well... I'm only bored...

A: oic xD

Me: you'll be having a campfire on the 20th, right?

A: 55 (yes)

Me: i'll be coming :D

A: good

Me: so what will you be in charge of? see if I can see you

A: dun know -,- xD

Me: haha

Me: well... hope to see you there ;D

Me: gotta go to have my dinner, byebye:D

Me: ttyl

A: 8



aww... he's so passive... lol

but i just love him x3